{"id":156,"date":"2015-03-19T22:24:38","date_gmt":"2015-03-19T22:24:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/freaksoftechnology.com\/?p=156"},"modified":"2015-08-20T02:42:29","modified_gmt":"2015-08-20T02:42:29","slug":"where-im-coming-from","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/freaksoftechnology.com\/?p=156","title":{"rendered":"Where I&#8217;m Coming From"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from bagels and lox<br \/>\nOn a Sunday morning<br \/>\nCream cheese and tomato<br \/>\nMilk and strong coffee<br \/>\nThe New York Times<br \/>\nA thousand sections<br \/>\nScattered over the dining room table<br \/>\nTime enough to read<br \/>\nAnd warm our skin in the glow of each others quiet company<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from the best\u2026<br \/>\nDoctors in NYC<br \/>\nExperts in neuroscience, psychology, physics, international relations<br \/>\nComparative literature, 19th century American woman naturalists<br \/>\nYou name it<br \/>\nWe at the top of the game it<br \/>\nIntellectual Brahmin feasting on the choice cut meat of our superiority<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from the children of accountants and middle management<br \/>\nDental hygienists and real estate agents<br \/>\nPencil pushers and line totters<br \/>\nBuying Buicks and ranch houses<br \/>\nFilled with Wall-to-wall carpeting<br \/>\nplastic wrapped sofas<br \/>\nColor TVs<br \/>\nKnick-knacks, bric-a-brac, and the mass-produced hallmarks of the middle class<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from the grandchildren of tailors and shopkeepers<br \/>\nDeli owners and hide tanners<br \/>\nLeave your name at Ellis Island but keep the noodle kugel and Yiddish inflections<br \/>\nSoldiers<br \/>\nDoor-to-door salesmen wearing down the soles of ill-fitting shoes<br \/>\nOur legs, backs, and necks<br \/>\n&#8211;not for us, but for our children&#8211;<br \/>\nUntil our bodies are one giant patchwork of complaints<br \/>\nBuckled and retired<br \/>\nDuty served<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from the descendants of shtetl peasants<br \/>\nSerfs<br \/>\nNon-landowners<br \/>\nBroken nails on dirty fingers<br \/>\nTradition<br \/>\nPogroms<br \/>\nMistrust and fear<br \/>\nInsular and complete<br \/>\nFucking at the pace of klezmer<br \/>\nDancing between birthing and burying our children<br \/>\nRussia is a cold, hard land<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from Act Up and Queer Nation<br \/>\nPotlucks and consciousness raising circles<br \/>\nHouse music and platform shoes<br \/>\nBay Windows and Seattle Gay News<br \/>\nProvincetown<br \/>\nEmpty closets<br \/>\nThe smell of something new<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from, \u201cbut wait, there\u2019s more\u201d<br \/>\nDeeper kept secrets marked never to be released<br \/>\nSlipping out of the loosening grip of my mortality in thirty year old hands<br \/>\nWebsites poured over and studied like holy, gnostic scrolls in the 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white surface of 8 long hours<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from too sick to work<br \/>\nBright neon lights<br \/>\nAir-conditioned rooms in hospital gowns<br \/>\nSpecialists<br \/>\nThrobbing, nausea<br \/>\npushing through the pain until you just&#8230;can&#8217;t&#8230;push&#8230;<br \/>\nGiving in<br \/>\nMigraine brain<br \/>\nWhere am I going?<br \/>\nWhat was I just thinking?<br \/>\nWhy do I have these keys in my hand?<br \/>\nI come from no escape<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I come from the classroom<br \/>\nI come from the kitchen<br \/>\nI come from the houses of friends<br \/>\nI come from the garden<br \/>\nI come from the ocean<br \/>\nI come from in-between the tides<br \/>\nI come from the noon daylight and star strung quiet night<br \/>\nI come from the sound of snow falling on leaves<br \/>\nI come from the hardworking, lazy summer days<br \/>\nI come from the heart of the suburbs<br \/>\nI come from the back, outcast<br \/>\nI come from 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